life pauses,
i stop everything,
stop smiling
stop dreaming
stop promising
stop apologizing
stop crying
and just simply
being numb.
my life is a secret
with no one's entering.
im pushing myself to suicidal
that's the reason i want to disappear
don't ask me why
because i won't explain
no matter who you are.
You could hate me to the core
you could slap me on my face
you could kick me, and do whatever you want
just stop asking me why.
i
zipped my mouth.
you want to use the ugliest words to describe me,
to your like.
all the way, im enduring
therefore i could continue enduring.
Two more weeks to go,
by next year you will know the reason for now.
lastly
i want to thank you
for the forgivingness.
i say what i mean;
i mean what i say.Labels: i cherish therefore i let them go
